Don't use Her Love to Fill Your Loneliness

when u were with her u dont even know how to cherish her~

when u lost her that time and u start to missed everything about her~

u are not missed but u already get used to talked with her~

u just want to keep her because u think she still love u~

but u don't even realize the words that u had said its hurt deeply~

its can't easy to erase in the mind~

Don't use Her Love to Fill Your Loneliness

when u were with her u dont even know how to cherish her~

when u lost her that time and u start to missed everything about her~

u are not missed but u already get used to talked with her~

u just want to keep her because u think she still love u~

but u don't even realize the words that u had said its hurt deeply~

its can't easy to erase in the mind~

Before 2012

there is a nite that god still love me~
im not alone on 2011 christmas~
i had celebrated my christmas at genting highland~
well...i had start my another work in genting on sept~
which is everyday bring people from the some place to genting~
what they doing there????
guess that what can we do in genting?? ~~~ Casino~~
so on my christmas,i got a lucky draw section-guy larchroe wallet,and exchange gift-lazo diamond necklace..i feel lucky i got it...coz this is the second time i got the lucky draw in genting~
need to thx to my lucky number-7~

i wish that coming christmas will be great on 2012^^

Lonely Christmas 2011

its been a while i dint blogging,i just found that actually i have manything always keep inside my heart and dint release and even sharing out~

a lonely nite christmas at slim river~
a place that without any entertainment,quiet~

my mind full of manything~
a special nite im not suppose to be alone~
i cherish every special day,but why always stuck on work???
i really dont like about it~
suppose to off but grandmother was passed away and i should work to genting the following day~

christmas nite for me should be celebrate with someone special??
i guess that even i have someone i still will be alone~
that's why nobody know am i single or taken???
coz i never told people that the someone is really mean alot to me to be my real BF~~
and does they really love me with all their heart??

say love are easy...but never do that~~
that's what make me feel dissapointed and never expect anymore~
i will give one time chance,second chance but no more 3rd chance??
u should never let me give u the chance even once~~

Love keep searching and searching in this year~
i dint found that someone is really suit for me~
i guess that i need someone that really feel im important to them!!
not just say,but reaction to prove that~
expected make me more down from someone,its really make me crazy~
but why is only U??
we were confusing for so long time,even got U but i feel there is nothing~

plz...girls need secure~~ without secure there is 0~~

hope my new year eve 2012 will not be alone~

Our Beloved GrandMother

2011年12月8日~我们谢家最敬爱的婆婆离开了我们。。

婆婆的突然生病也意识了人的岁数到了。。

婆婆就要去另一个世界了。。

遗憾的是，我经常做工，很少去看婆婆了。。

就在婆婆去世的前几天去探望婆婆，也是最后一次探望婆婆了。。

婆婆病发进医院，我从kkb 赶回去。。那时是在医院还不能看到婆婆。。

婆婆选择回家不想在医院痛苦下去了。。

就在婆婆推出医院那一个。。全都哭了。。婆婆也哭了。。

医生说一旦拔了氧气管就没了。。

送到家时，婆婆不寂寞，因为有我们儿孙陪到最后。。

婆婆意志力很强。。第二天下午，就在这个时候，爸爸想帮婆婆从嘴巴弄出痰来。。

那一刻婆婆不开嘴巴，就在我们的眼前走了。。

我也亲眼看到婆婆就这样走了。。

享年80岁~

瞧这张照片。。婆婆笑得多么灿烂啊。。

我错过了很多家庭聚会。。也再也看不到婆婆的笑容了。。

当我看到婆婆庆祝80大寿的时候我却工作。。看到照片里少了我，真的有点遗憾~

这时候让我感觉到工作固然重要，但钱是赚不完的。。

家人才是唯一，失去了就再也没有了。。

还记得小时候，每年放大假一定去婆婆家住。。

每次婆婆去巴杀买菜我都会跟随婆婆提着篮子去。。

婆婆每次都会买一包糖果给我吃，然后偷偷的跟我说：只是可以我吃，不可以给别人吃。。哈哈

想起时真的蛮怀念的。。

亲爱的你们~

记得常回家看家人哦~

岁月不留人~

珍惜眼前人吧~

~Mist Club~

its been a long time i didn't go to club~
when i do not have work~~ what's IM DOING??
i think i won't just stay at home~
so everytime i dont have work sure i will find my friends come out~
which is my chilling buddy~~ yew yew~~ she is a tour guide as well~
can said that if wanna drink can find her out..:D
5/10/2011~ i decide go to kl..she pick me up at pasar seni and we went to kepong waited another friends and we go to mist club..i dint know that we go there and when i reached there i just knew~ its last year and tonite im here again~
we went too early..and there is not much people..and got lots indian and malays~

the first time i get drunk..i had tried gin,rum,vodka,whiskey,long island..and i forgot how many cup i drinks...and i got drunk fast...omg~ suppose i went there for dance..but i got drunks and vomit for 3 times....really feel so confuse..lol~ we book a hotel coz we want to get drunk tonite..and drive back are not safe with drunk..!!! so we leave around 1.30am~

we booked the hotel its ''looh residence'' which is local at taman seputeh~there is not a hotel..
..its a bunglo..when the taxi driver drove us there..we were suprised.the room are nice...we get triple room..and we leave the next day on 12...its hardly to call a taxi..!!!

i reach home at evening..and i learn the experience...do not try all the drinks...its make u become blur..and i prefer drink a little...coz i can dance more....enjoy more~~^^

我可以装傻，但别以为我真傻..

~很多话我没说，别以为我不懂..

~骗我可以，但不要被我知道..

~我可以容忍，但别超过我的底线..

~我可以装傻，但别以为我真傻..

~不做第三者，即使再喜欢..

~不喜欢就是不喜欢，说什么也没用..

~任何的真话，我都能接受..

~对我不留情面的人，我会记住的..

~不给喜欢的人添麻烦..（

~在喜欢的人面前，能不哭就不哭..

~可以为喜欢的人做任何改变，但不试图改变他..

~用单纯的心对待朋友和为求我爱的人..

~对我关心的人，我会双倍回报..

~我不是没脾气，只是不轻易发脾气..

~我不暧昧，但不代表不会..

~宁缺毋滥，绝不因为寂寞而恋爱..

(宁缺毋滥：宁可缺少一些，也不要不顾质量一味的要求..)

~但是只要爱上一个人，我敢说绝对不是因为寂寞才跟她好的..

~如果你拿我不当回事，我会以同样的方式对你的..

~有些事情不要以为我真傻.. 只是不愿意揭穿你而已..！

~有些事情不要以为我真傻.. 只是我不想让你的形象在我心中完全破灭而已..！