~小鹿乱撞~

有种脸红心跳~
小鹿乱撞的感觉~
当那个他离开你的视线时~
为什么会忙着找他~
朋友的察觉让我惊讶~
因为那个他的视线不承离开过那个她~
只怪那个她害羞不敢望他一眼~
暧昧的情节都是这样的吗？？？

~真可笑~

不过听起来还蛮有趣的^_^

~扫墓~

with the jerry ♥

cheng meng time again~
as usual went to kajang clean the tomb for our grandpa and grand folk~
the weather is damn hot~
after tat went to uncle's house which is i play with the doggie~jerry
after tat before going back home we must eat the foods~
tat's 尤鱼翁菜~lol
after tat went back home^^

something happened to those shit person duno how to respect people~
u are blacklist~dammit

u know u mean so much to me♥

ur blessing is my spirit♥

ur support is my happiness♥

i feel great i have ur wishes ♥

i wish can be more longer♥

(for someone i ♥ )

~our teacher birthday~

25th of march~
is our mr.pau's birthday~
so all the students celebrated for him~

c~~he was so happy...haha

our card for him

our classmates

i wishing my teacher healthy always~
smile smile smile everyday..yuhoo~~

and when we ate the cake~
i asked my another teacher mr.lum wanna eat the cake onot~
u know he said wat????

he said:u need some sweet la...must make urself sweet sweet again~
he must be read my blog again...lolololx~~

tat day was the last day on coach~
im the last 1 again~
i dont like...must be worst than last time..T.T

a very fun day~
a super nervous day also~
十一门徒~
加油啦^_^

~口是心非~

女人都是口是心非吗？

当男人称赞女人时？？有多少巴仙你会信呢？

女人当然喜欢被赞美，喜欢被人捧在手心里当宝~

偏偏就是因为世上的贱男人不少，小心驶的万年船，更何况我们是冒着误上贼船的风险，当然会一遍又一遍的端测他说过的每一句话，是真心的吗？还是随口说的？说得那么顺口，除了我之外，他是不是也跟很多女人说过同样的话？

女人说他不喜欢甜言蜜语，找老公就要找老实的，其实是自己骗自己而已。
没多久又听到她们投诉说老公没风趣，也不懂得哄她，更糟糕的是，他不知道她在生气！

我欣赏西方人的直露而言的个性，也开始懂得别人赞美我时，说声谢谢！！

当然西方人的赞美不过跟东方人说谢谢一样，多是客套话，何必太认真！！

也许每个女人都是天生的政客，心口不一！！

可悲的是，我现在才发觉，原来口是心非让我错过不少好男人！！
也因为我的心还有另一个他，很多男人都放弃！！

ps:很多男生因为一时的失败，而被打沉了~你喜欢她不就是要得到她吗？为何那么快放弃？？根本就没心！！

不是我口是心非~
而是谁能打开我心里的那把钥匙~

~爱情的奇妙~

有些爱情来得快也去的快~

有些爱情是需要培养~

有些爱需要慢慢酝酿~

有些爱是一见钟情~

有些爱是爱的痛苦~

有些爱却是爱的甜蜜~

爱不简单♥

爱情的100%

爱情的100%的定义是什么~？

50分的定义是我们遇过的甜酸苦辣~

另50% 是加温~ 当100% 时就是缘分以尽~

我说我比较贪心~我要101%~

那多出来的1%是什么？？？？？

有个人说是专一？？？

那个专一能多久？？？

tat's a beautiful LIE...

BeLIEve = LIE

but i still believe LOVE is beautiful♥

~矛盾~

分手也有一段时间了~
虽然我们还有保持联络~
那种感觉真的很矛盾~
怎么你比做情人还要关心我~
难道朋友的沟通会好点吗？
或许这种方法是你的沟通方法~

如果说为什么我还那么執著, 我也只能笑着说,
「我不懂. 或许, 我还想念吧. 」

i have try my best~

How come my efforts were never good enough?

情人不如朋友
或许做朋友会好点~

~有一个人，该放弃的就放弃~

有一个人 你一上线就会去看他在不在
不在就一阵失落 在 又不敢打扰

有一个人 他的状态签名只要一换
你立刻胡思乱想 揣测不安

有一个人 你总是忍不住去看他的空间
即使他什么新鲜事都没有

有一个人 你会看他的最近来访和留言
然后又胡思乱想 揣测不安


有一个人 你一直在等他

他却忘记了你

有一个人 你真的好恨他
可是仔细一想 你恨他什么
恨他放弃你么?

那不如恨自己~


有一个人 你以为他是你的永远
但是他却告诉你 你只是他的过客

有一个人 你真的可以对他无条件付出
他却不稀罕 对他来说 你只是负担~

有一个人 你那么那么舍不得
他却那么随意 洒脱 不在乎

有一个人 教会你怎么去爱了
但是 他却不爱你了

有一个人 你总说要放下他
却总是忍不住又拿回来回味

有一个人 你真的好想他快乐
所以你宁愿自己不快乐

有一个人 离开他的时候你笑了
但是一转身 早已泪流满面

有一个人 你好想大声告诉他
我真的好后悔爱上你了
因为 你发现 你真的 是真的爱他
但是他不爱你了 这就是事实


那个骄傲的你去哪里了？



删掉了MSN 一个人 在电脑前流泪
删掉了电话号码 一个人 在窗前神伤


大哭一场
允许自己再大哭一场
以后 再也不会期待
不会看他在不在线了
不会看他的空间了
不会期待他的信息和电话了
不会期待他会关心你

有那么一个人 真的让你受伤了


记得那个人说过
“真正的爱情是用心来培育的玫瑰，只有用真诚来浇灌,才

会开出鲜艳欲滴的花！！！”

恩 再见了

我那么那么爱你 我一点也不遗憾

值不值得 都不要紧

重要的是
记得曾经有那么一个人 爱过你


现在我把爱情还给你 那你把我的骄傲还给我 好不好?



培根说过：

“爱情是很容易考验的。如果对方不以同样的爱情来回报你，那就是暗地里在轻蔑你。”



在爱情里，最在乎的一方，最后往往是输得最惨的。

假若爱一个人没有回应，与其乞讨爱情，不如骄傲地走开……


这样，至少，你还能赢得最后的尊重

hearing something from U its better than i missed u alone here

i was always missing some1 that i care alot~
but i scare to tell him my feeling~
i just knew tat he dint couple with her~
but why choose to leave???
the reason is wanna freedom and wanna have single life~
now i knew not because u dont love~
but is using the excuse to leave~
somehow maybe u just bored or maybe u dont like some people care u too much~
but what can i do?????

without ur news i just like crazy~~~

-i couldnt forget about U-
u just make me crazy on U~

~当爱走了，心也疯了~

很多人为了爱可以不顾一切~
当自己亲身体验后~你就会明白~

很多人~
为了‘自己爱’的人，开始拒绝一行的追求，就算对方也在约会。。

为了‘自己爱’的人，开始改变自己，就算对方不知道。。

为了‘自己爱’的人，开始把自己的生活重心放在对方身上，就算对方没要求。。

为了‘自己爱’的人，开始思考是否应该换工作，搬家到离他尽一点的地方，就算对方不知为什么，反正对方就是自己的唯一！！！！

直到梦醒时分，才发觉原来一切的一切，都是自己笨！
还在失心疯吗？快把自己的魂收回来吧！！^__^

爱情不是一切~
但固然重要~
别把自己的快乐都被埋末了~

~on Coach~

last week we were on coach to kl city tour~
but this week we were on coach to kl-bukit jalil-putrajaya~
its was kinda shocked coz we suddenly dont know how to respond~
when my turn,it was at bukit jalil~
omg~
wat should i talked about that???
but teacher gave me the second time to talked when in putrajaya~
just only me talking twice time...T.T

im kinda no mood for this time~
quite pissed off~

im become so emotion....its too quite until dint talk~
i should add more effort to my study~
my team are so powerful~~~~~~~~~~

~when a girl does not make noisy,make trouble,not called..mean they are not love anymore~

Girl are not noisy, and no trouble, and not called, that is not really love.

When The girl said to leave , and sad that's because u make them disappointed.

Between a girl knows both have no future, but prefer to stay at your side to be a common friend,
She is not too cheap, but she was not willing to leave.

A woman deliberately in front of you talked about other men, not they are flirting, but she want to stimulate you and make you care about her a little more.

Girl does not take the initiative to call, send a message to you, not they doesnt miss you, just she was not enough self-confidence, whether when u listen the call will you also miss her.

girl they are not dont know that you have another woman, she chose to hurt alone but does not expose you, are afraid to expose to you after that you will leave her excuse.

Girl are always in front of you pretend to be very happy, just to make a happy memories.

Men, in fact, you do not understand:

1. She was always asked: Where are you then? Why are you doing now? (She was miss you just wanna talk to you, you do not give her a message, she was very contradictory, for fear you're busy, but could not help but think you are, for others, she did not care about , so long as you have the time greeting her, let her rest assured that let her know that you have her heart, she will not bother you, she always take the initiative to contact you, she will feel that they are cheap.)

2. She said: I am not happy, I am very stress. (Do not blame him for causing trouble, not to feel that she is annoying you, she is not really happy, she just wanted to you, just want you to comfort her, even if it is: well-behaved, and obedient!)

3. She said: Do not got a cold / on the road with care / pay more attention to themselves. (Should not complain that she was tired. Because she know that you are not stupid, she just want to let you know that she thought that you, she would like to care about you.)

4. She always says she has grown fat or not pretty much longer. (Do not feel that she is inferior or jealous of others, she just afraid that they are not perfect in your eyes, and she has changed for you)

5. She always said she wants to help you, should you have something sure to tell her. (In fact, she knew that she can not help you anything, they just want to let you know you have her, she will always be at your side to accompany you, will always support you)

6. She saw other girls close to you and some will be angry, made a small temper. (Not to mention she was stingy, do not trust you, she is in fact jealous, which means that she very much cares about you, even if his heart would console myself sick.)

7. No matter what she will always seek your advice. (Not that she did not assertive, too dependent on you, she only respect you, everything to you, as the first)

8. Regardless of where she always stand firmly with you. (She was just telling you that she trust you)

9. She loves sad, always think too much. (Do not think that she would like too, but sometimes she would feel insecure)

10. She pretended to turn away angry. (In fact, she did not really want to leave, but left when the wish to be to retain)

11. Perhaps one day she will tell you the break. (In fact, this time she was still love you for a long time, but are uncertain of this feeling is not right. She just wants you to feel secure, and she could not bear, you leave)

that's wat im feeling for him~
-mr.H-
do u know im still care about U~

~Never Say GoodBye~

i very sensitive about bye i dont know why!!!!!
when im very care the person,i dont like they say for me BYE to end of the conversation~
so to me bye will be end of everything~
so if i really sent bye mean tat i really feel kinda wondering about tat..T.T
i wont be say bye to them coz i dont want to be ending~
i wish to just Hi again~lol

now i think its the time going to say bye To LOVE life~

STUDY STUDY~

its very important for me now~

i wanna get my tour guide license~
the exam on 12th of april~
after tat wil be a nice trip for our graduation trip.haha

Thailand? Singapore? or island??
however...must be a great trip ^^

thx for all my friends everytime try to push me coz they knew my status~
but they never abandon me..i feel so touching even i doesnt done well~
love u guys...Muackssss

GAMBATEH together...yuhooo~~~~~~

all the best for some1~

i will be missing~

~its just hurting~

now my heart because of u bleeding again~
its really hurt when saw some1 u loved with other girl but not with U~
i'll be strong without hearing u~
so much pain so much tears~
i wont care anymore coz doesnt meaning for me~
as i said when ur heart fall to some1 its really hard to catch up again~

i'll move on~

enjoy ur life & i'll enjoy my life~~~

he never listens to your screams inside?
And why is it that,
he never sees the tears you cry?
coz his heart with other!

T___________________T

~guys should be understand girls thought~

1---如果你的女朋友在你面前哭了，無論什麼原因，請

抱緊她，再反抗也要抱緊，趴在桌子上永遠沒有在你懷裡安心

2---如果你的女朋友指出了你的不是，請不要總是嫌她嘮叨，若不是因為在乎。。她不會說你

3---如果你的女朋友和你賭氣不理你，不要也學她，這正是考驗你們的時候，“臉皮厚”的精神 時不發揚又更待何時

4---如果你的女朋友不聽你的話，轉身走了，一定要追上她，若真的還愛著，丟下她一個人你又 如何放心呢

5---如果你的女朋友說：“你走吧，我不想理你了“，千萬不要相信，女人最是口是心非，其實那 是她最需要你的時候

6---如果你的女朋友生氣了，說心情不好不想吃飯，千萬不要問她想幹嗎想吃什麼，她一定說什 麼都不要，買好你記憶裡她最愛吃的東西（最好是有包裝的，這樣等她心情好了再吃也不會
冷），但一定不要以自己也不吃來威脅她

7---如果你的女朋友在每個月的特殊時候，請牢記，別問她吃不吃冷飲，常將手放在她的肚子 上，夏天也可以，她需要那樣

8---如果你的女朋友對你們說狠話，請保持三秒鐘不說話，然後摟過她的肩，笑笑說：“老婆你 講話的聲音真可愛！”

珍惜一直陪在你身邊的女朋友，不要把她想的那麼複雜，女人要的永遠最簡單！

To Those Who Are??????

--Single--

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But
if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can
make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it
to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

--Not So Single--

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.' It's about
'finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

--PLAYBOY / GIRL--

Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they
aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.
The cruelest things a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it worksboth ways...

--Heartbroken--

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

--Naive--

How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too
persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand,
and get hurt but never keep the pain.。

--Possessive--

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but
it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.。

--Afraid to Confess--

Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most when the person you
love has no idea how you feel.

--Still Holding On--

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to。
find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years onsomeone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not'
going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....

~最爱最恨都是你~

你从来不会怎么去爱一个人~
因为你连自己都不爱自己~
其实身边有很多人都是关心你的~
因为你的多心而忽略了身边爱你的人~
是你自己找来的~你不能怪别人对你不好~
因为你根本都不了解自己~
慢慢的~你觉得身边的人都针对你~不喜欢你~
你是否有想过这都是你一手造成的~
你伤害了你身边的人~却也伤害了自己~

失去了一个不懂得爱你的人，你没有什么损失，

但他失去了一个真爱他的人，却是他莫大的损失~

我的离开 对你却是自在

就算没有她 你说结局也是分开

能不能卷土重来 能不能我等你回来

你的孤独 对我却是酸楚
爱走到末路

你要结束 我还想付出

能不能最后的吻
能不能 幸福没有伤痕

爱你爱到恨了你

恨你让我如此爱你

我恨你 我恨你但是我更爱你

爱你爱到恨了你
恨你让我如此爱你
不恨你 不恨你那是不够爱你
最爱最恨都是你


thx for hurting me*

无情的你
让我学会了怎样保护我自己

~i hate the feeling~

i hate the feeling i had now~
i hate the cruel feeling~
i hate myself being like this~
i hate U~
i hate u say bye to me~
i hate u doesnt care about my feeling~
i hate u said u have ur life i have my life~
i hate u said that's our last chatting~
i hate to be loved again~
i hate guysssss~
i hate guys always said i miss u here but in another side tell other girl i wanna seeing u..i wish to see u???? WTH~

i cant believe love anymore~

im losing the trust of LOVE~

T.T

我讨厌哪种冷酷的感觉~

~stressful~

again im facing the stress~
the stress that i was always escaped~
i hate exam~im thinking back tat time when i was facing the IATA exam~
im stressful like hell at the same moment like now~
im not the type hardworking~
im not the type clever~
im not the type can memories all the point~
is u guys never give up me~
thx for that..i wont give up myself also!!!!!

i was so pressure about my study~
i dont want to failed~
i dont want to waste the money to study again~
when im stressful some1 leave me~
make me more oppress my feeling~

is u guys encourage me~
is u guys keep push me up even i doesnt did well~


especially ah jun~
i was so touching and cried when i saw the msg u wrote for me in the facebook~
u said:
我们没有忘记你，因为你一直都在我们的心中啊！不要怀疑

自己的所在，要知道当初在我最失意时，在我难过得要命的时候，是谁给我鼓励的？是谁一直在给我信心？是你啊，所以你不要怀疑自己的能力，在担忧着自己是否已经被遗忘了，因为认识到你，我们才会那么的快乐和充实啊！1时的不如意，是不会把你给打沉了，因为你还有我们在帮你做支援，昨晚你也看到啦，我们没有要放弃你，所以你要有自信，要加油！

and chai li~ when i feel stressful i wanna to cried u give me a big hug..a warm hugss...T.T


i blessing we can pass.......
十二门徒~加油！！！！！

~爱得太傻~

我只能说我爱得太傻~
傻得一次又一次的爱着你~
一次又一次的再让你伤害我~
她的一份伤感~不如我对你全部的爱~
那当初为什么还选择跟我在一起~

因她而做的改变, 我是多么不愿意的接受.
因她而做的一切, 我是多么的想拥有.
想不停的霸占你, 说穿了只不过是害怕.
想成为你心里的第一, 说穿了只不过是不安.

亲爱的, 我想...你也应该不会因为我 - 因为爱我,
而再次回到我身边吧?
毕竟, 给我的爱
哪像她曾拥有的那份
无限制的爱.

我想恨你~但我恨不下心~越恨你只让我更心痛~

从我们在一起~分分和和都有两个月十七天~
你让我体会到很多的东西~
越想拥有你~越怕失去你~
我知道你对她的爱从来不少过~
那你有理解到我对你的爱吗？

我只能说我真的累了~
累了你是又在怎么对待我的~

now u got some1 replace me to love u~
hope some1 will care u love u as much as i had gave u~
and dont hurt them which they love u~

相爱没那么简单
每个人有他的脾气
过了爱做梦的年纪
轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那么容易
才会特别让人着迷
什么都不懂得年纪
曾经最陶心 所以最开心 曾经


可是幸福,
我不曾认识过

im sorry

或许我做错了~
对不起~
我累了~

祝福你和她幸福快乐~

我还是很爱你

~好熟悉的一句话~

昨天有个神迷人打给我~

原来是从日本打来的电话~就是他mr.E 啦^_^
我好惊讶他又再次的打给我~
第一句话他对我说的是~i miss U~i just wanna say good nite to u before i go to sleep~
好熟悉的一句话我也曾经对一个人那么说过~
但是他太忙了~每次讲没几分钟他就挂了~所以我都害怕再打给他了~T.T
我们也聊了蛮久一下~都说出我们的感受~好遗憾的我们相距太远了~彼此都知道心里的感受~
他说他会来马来西亚~因为我~超开心的~
他也说过~我希望我来马来西亚我们是可以在一起的~^-^
我不抱很大的希望~只是期望有一天的到来~
很多人都问起他~因为我们太熟了~为何不跟他在一起~连我妹都赞成~
有些事情很难理解到的~
他也知道我不喜欢远距离的恋爱~
就这样我们都已bro & sis 来维持我们另一面的爱~
我想我跟他认识都快两年了吧~
好可惜我所留住我们彼此联络的信息已不存在了~
他应该会很失望~因为他说他都留住我们所聊的一切东西~
我叫他应该找一个日本妹来谈谈恋爱~（不过他是法国人）
有很多我没发现到地方~当我最伤心事最需要一个人的时候，是他陪我安慰我~
他知道我的感受~他剩至把我写的中文全翻译成法文来理解我的心事~
有多少个男生可以有那么细心的~
怎么我都没发现到他的好~~~~~
他说我们的名字是一样的~
他的名就是我的名~真的可爱。。lolx~
i still remember wat u said~
u said...u are very important in my life my sister ♥

因为有你
我的心再次的微笑了♥

TaRot

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

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~塔罗牌~

today our classmates had playing the talor fortune~
its kinda true~
our teacher also played with us...lol..kinda funny our teacher-mr.lum...haha
mine fortune is kinda good & bad also~
but i hope its not gonna to happen~
i love the moment now~
i hope the heart wont change 1 day coz im not gonna to change~
plz all the butterflies dont come to disturb us~
I HATE IT~

u're my 1 & only love i wish to be with U until the end~
if u wont leave me sure i wont leave u~
the heart will be stay if heart by heart♥

the last day of CNY ~FGS temple 东禅寺~

28th of feb sunday~
after i came back from someway(my dear sent me home)thx to him~
and then i went to FGS temple which is local at jenjarom~
there is another big temple which is very beautiful and big area~
tat day is the last day of CNY-the 15th day~
all must be went to the river or port klang throw the orange which can find a good guys...hahaha
tat's all chinese culture..lol
and i went with my cousins them^^

i was praying~

my mom and aunt

with my cousins

well~im writing the kaligrafi...i pick tis sentence and then wrote it~

which mean tat i have the tolerate heart to bear all the good and bad rumor~
kinda true tat recently happened to me~
tat's y i choose to keep my ears and mouth~lol

~i make the wishes~

i wrote something there and then hang to the wishes tree~
i hope can its come true~

tis year i dont have any wishes~
i wish my family always stay healthy~

have u see the (H) inside the LOVE~
i wishing him healthy always and let the sickness of the back will gone~

tis year is tiger year~
1 MAlaysia...lol

all my cutie cousins become monk...hahaha..kawaii neh^^

guan yin~

tis year the temple very beautiful but crowned..lol
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some little feeling from me to U~
i was shocked that u found out all the pics we have and keep in ur hp again~
i thought u wont gonna have those pics again~
thx U for still cherish wat we had~
i was keeping those things that u gave me~
the pics & msg that since we knew until now~
i cherish every moment that we spend together~

i ♥ H