dont ever judge other people if u not really know them....

am i get trouble to my family until now?????
tell me wat i make to family???do u know??
u never know???coz u are not my family....u duno everything...
i know what i do...
i dint make my parents worry...until now i dint make any trouble.....
and u said me that....
1. i act i know everything....i never act i know everything....i just dont want talk to u so much and i less talk to u too...coz u think everything u said is u right...what should i talk???
2.i never say bad words to other..and i never hurt other ppl too...
i guess this u should think properly..and the most hurt is my sis...
every ppl also let u scold...u can ask any1.....
3.u said:''u r not workin,u get a fee from ur dad which is not alot''.im still studying now...and i no time to working...last time i working did i take my father fees??
i go to study where i get the money to use...i just got rm300 1 month...
i need pay to my study fees and bus ticket..and eat some time...where i get???u duno then dont talk so much....i always endure dint spend money..i save and save and i wont buy expensive thing to other ppl...
coz i know tats not my money which i earn....if i dont have money..i also wont borrow from other...and i never said'' not my money,why i care''i never said that...i duno wat the hell u will said this..duno where u get this...

and i just can said...if u duno eveything dont judge ppl...
cz just like a fool....
p/s:dont forget....u just my sis's bf....
not my bf...even my friend also cant campur other ppl biz....
and u are not my parents also...
my parent dint control me..will turn u control me...
wat d hell who are u???

Suck....

i dont know what happened at all....
i just listen who told me and what i saw....
i duno who is right or wrong.....
and in my heart i know is who....
i just dont want to mention it....
what the fuck im confusing it....
im too sad for that.....
and i did tat make u all end the friendship????relationship????
am i did anything coz im still angry?????
im just sad am i wrong too?????
i cant understand...dont try to said all is my problem....
i know im silly coz a lil things????
its really a lil thingsss???
im already nothing...i dint answer the phone not im angry....
i just dont want hear any reason..im too sad...im scare im cried again.....
i really scare tat i cant endure....
im argue with my sis...coz the way she said just all my fault?????? i just sad also cant???
my fault also?? i dint do anything???? i just c what u all talking about?? and i knew it???what can i do??????
make until just like all my fault???
am i know everything?????????
omg~~~~~
im crying and crying....im really sad of that...what the hell????????

not all ur all fault????
actually is all my fault coz im sad of that......
keep quiet also same get trouble......

Non of ur business.....

dont always think u're right ....
that's my business....but u always wanna say me...
and talked about my business....is u said me 1st i just will said u back....
who are u??? im nothing for u...u just my sis's bf only ok...
but always say my business....
ok..u said the way i talk to u...tat's ur problem????
u dont said u never said bad words to me,rude words for me....unrespect ppl.....
am i said anything???maybe i have...but no more than u.....
and how many time u bully me and bit me some more.....
i just can cried...i can do anything??? coz if i feedback...
what i get...more hurt by u????
its really many time u did tis for me..not fun at all....
i dont understand...i dint do anything to u??? i bit u??? campur ur business????
i know u hate me...i hate u more....
i just give my sis face...coz she's more pity..she always between us and endure u and me......
i just dnt like which always said my things...
always wanna know other ppl things...
know to say other duno how to say ur ownself??
ok fine...u said my father told u im go out with foreigner.....so what??????
but my father never ask about tis to me....
never said that asked that too????
and this is ur business also???
i go out with who also need let u know???
what the fuck...im too tired of that????????
i really hate ppl always care talked about my business....
i know wat am i doing????i give u trouble??? no rite????
i can said never and never....and dont try to know my business ever.....
i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u denis cheah li xian~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i'm just like that.....i just to be myself....

yes....maybe u all think im fierce....i admit....
my attitude is like that....and is a strong girl too.....
im straight people...what i dont like then i will tell out and do wat i like....
i dint disturb people....
coz i dont like get trouble....
just they always disturb me and i revolt....if i angry or cried...they said im wrong...and narrowness....i dint do anything wrong...i dint said u all first....am i wrong to protect myself....?????
sometime i endure..coz i dont care what they said.....just will get more worst...
im the girl which who treat me nice and i will be nice to them too...
if who really dint treat me nice..i wont treat them nice for them too...for what..????
sometime just get hurt......
now.....
i dont want to be stupid girl...im not perfect..
i know who treat me nice and i know who treat me no nice....
dont said wat u are my sis forever or best or wat.....if u will said wat best or forever....
then u no need to hurt me....im nothing for u all....maybe u all think just small thing only...why so care???
i dont like acting...coz i realise....i know everything....
and everybody know when i decide the thing dont care anymore and i do....
u all duno that when u really got the heart to do something...
but just let ppl think we are a trouble stuff at all....
im cried that time..i cant endure at all..
when i think back really feel so sad about tat.....
u all just do wat u like....enjoy then.....
im just being myself....

i dont know that u all think me is a sportlight and fraise for u all.....

today i just know that they really think im a fraise for them..
im sorry that so long time u all dont like me....
and they are couple and couple....
ok fine....coz im single and dont have bf some more...
28th of march is his birthday...
and they decide to celebrate...
and i will celebrate with him too....coz however to say he also my half brother...
and celebrate with him..but not really i think like tat...
and tat day his gf call me and said that they cant fetch me....
when tat time i heard im ok coz i know it already....but they duno im down actually..
i know they dont want to fetch me..think im fraise for them.....
actually i have think that nvm la....if u all cant fetch me and u all can call me go take lrt or taxi also can wat..coz just 1 time 1 year....i dint count it with u all.....and even i cant celebrate with him...
i also got sms wish him....he no reply also....fine....
but today my sis told me everything.....
and im directly cry....i duno that they dont like me....
i duno tat they think me is trouble stuff....
when u call me help u ..ok fine..i help u also....
but now even i know u all will dont happy with me coz of this..
nvm im the girl really is strong and fierce....
dont talk also is ok...i dont mind already......T.T
dont call me jie...im not ur jie....and nothing for u all...

i just sad...

something happened these few day.....
i duno why im not in the mood..
and really down and down..
after i knew something i ate will get effect of my body im more sad....
and then my hair was cut,its not short actually..
but become abit worst.....
im not blame my sis...
but i just feel my heart was pain with my hair...
coz i wanna keep more long hair..
and dont want become like punk hair..
and maybe she get wrong on me...
i know she was sad...but im sad too..
i just dont want mention..
if when once mention...i will not bear and will be cry.....
im sad of that...
but i just dont want they c me cry..coz i know she will more sad..
so everytime i said dnt mention again and again...
coz i really cry....
maybe u all will think im silly coz the hair...
but when u try the feeling its was different when u love something and it was become worst....
its gonna be all right when the time gone.....
forget it then....haizzzzzzz

Zoo NeGaRa^^

22/3/09
it was sunday....
and saturday im with my cousin and mom went to kajang....
and tat nite we went to watch movie....^^
and the next day....
we went to zoo with my sis them my cousin gf them....
its was my cousin decision...hehehehe
wow~~~welcome back to Zoo again..lolx
i guess its been 8 years i dint visit to zoo....
its was a great actually..lolx


welcome to zoo NEgara^^



a big bear and the giraffe with the ostrich^^



we went to the monkey place...lolx



the monkey have some show to us^^


camel camel^^



its was a damn big lion^^














feed to the elephants^^

GEnTing TRiP WiTh My F@Mily^.^

15th of march~
is our big family day~
we went to genting highland...
coz really very long time dint go there already....
its been 2 year i dint go..lolx
we have fun there even is a bad weather^^

my pics^^






my big family^^




me,chen,lun & hui shi~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~with the cutie sis playing the fish^^




2 brothers fighting there...who will win..lolx^^




ReAnN & EvienN Posings^^




Yeah~~ crazy lun with 2 girls^^




took pic with lim boh tong^^






waiting waiting turn us to played^^




finally turn us..heheh^^




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sweet couple^^




my pic when at the london bus waiiting the rain stop^^




we are 3 brothers ans sisters^^




we were playing the carrousel^^ we like a baby..hahahaha^^










we wanna chocolates..lolx





raining^^Yeah~



chocolates clock^^




omg~~~